Madness
Just laying here listening to the song by Muse called Madness. I've gotta get to bed soon because it won't be long before I have to go back to work. I know I should be sleeping right now, but I haven't unwound from work yet. I know if I tried to sleep right now I would just end up tossing and turning.
Driving home from work this morning and I found my mind wondering to thoughts of this girl. Then I was like "F***!", because I've got my hopes up. It's been a while since a girl has got to my head..... I don't like it, I don't like it one bit! Because I'm getting my hopes up and it's just going to end the same way as the Hindenburg.
I don't even like mentioning I like a girl to people, because I always feel like if I mention it then it's going to jinx it. It's always jinxed anyway so *shrugs*.
One of the things about my job is I see a lot of older couples. 95% of them you don't even notice. But then you see a couple in their 80s walking down the hall holding hands and laughing like they were a couple teenagers in love. Or an old man sleeping by his sick wife's bedside because he won't leave her side. It makes a single guy feel pretty lonely sometimes.
I think love is one of the rarest elements in the universe. It is so hard to find! It's so rare you see the old couple acting like teenagers in love or the old man who won't leave the bedside. I had to get gas yesterday before work and a couple got into a big fight in the parking lot of the gas station. The fact I was standing there in uniform pumping my gas was probably the only thing that kept it from getting really ugly. I only caught part of it, but think the guy left her at the McDonald's and I heard her yell for him to get his things out of her house. Then another time this week I saw a woman's husband show up to see how she was doing and then a few hours later a different husband showed up to take her home. So I see that so much more than that rarity of a gemstone called love.
Relationships are like diamonds, everyone wants one. Truth is diamonds aren't that rare, there are warehouses full of them! The only reason they aren't worthless is because corporations control the market and only release a small number into the market each year to create a false value. Love, love though is like this rare priceless gemstone almost impossible to find. That rare gemstone is what I want to find.
I know my blog about traveling from a few weeks ago, just kind of updated my plans a little. It's still on the table, but I'm working on another project also. So nothing has really changed, just not putting a time table on it right now.
Driving home from work this morning and I found my mind wondering to thoughts of this girl. Then I was like "F***!", because I've got my hopes up. It's been a while since a girl has got to my head..... I don't like it, I don't like it one bit! Because I'm getting my hopes up and it's just going to end the same way as the Hindenburg.
I don't even like mentioning I like a girl to people, because I always feel like if I mention it then it's going to jinx it. It's always jinxed anyway so *shrugs*.
One of the things about my job is I see a lot of older couples. 95% of them you don't even notice. But then you see a couple in their 80s walking down the hall holding hands and laughing like they were a couple teenagers in love. Or an old man sleeping by his sick wife's bedside because he won't leave her side. It makes a single guy feel pretty lonely sometimes.
I think love is one of the rarest elements in the universe. It is so hard to find! It's so rare you see the old couple acting like teenagers in love or the old man who won't leave the bedside. I had to get gas yesterday before work and a couple got into a big fight in the parking lot of the gas station. The fact I was standing there in uniform pumping my gas was probably the only thing that kept it from getting really ugly. I only caught part of it, but think the guy left her at the McDonald's and I heard her yell for him to get his things out of her house. Then another time this week I saw a woman's husband show up to see how she was doing and then a few hours later a different husband showed up to take her home. So I see that so much more than that rarity of a gemstone called love.
Relationships are like diamonds, everyone wants one. Truth is diamonds aren't that rare, there are warehouses full of them! The only reason they aren't worthless is because corporations control the market and only release a small number into the market each year to create a false value. Love, love though is like this rare priceless gemstone almost impossible to find. That rare gemstone is what I want to find.
I know my blog about traveling from a few weeks ago, just kind of updated my plans a little. It's still on the table, but I'm working on another project also. So nothing has really changed, just not putting a time table on it right now.
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