Sisyphus and the boulder.

        If in the universe love was a piece of cheese hooked up to electricity in some aliens experiments. I would be the incredibly dumb lab rat who keeps going back to take another bite after getting jolted across the room. I would say no more, never again! But who would we be kidding? I've said that to many times and another piece of cheese always comes along. I've pretty much come to accept I'm Sisyphus and love is my boulder. (Sisyphus was a character in Greek mythology cursed to spend all eternity rolling a boulder up a hill and just before he would get to the top it would roll back down and he would have to start all over).
        So yeah, I made my intentions clear and she was not interested. However we are still friends and I hope to remain that way. I'm so used to it now it doesn't really even hurt anymore, just disappointed.
        So other than that I've been up to absolutely nothing! Just watching tv and playing Xbox. Been playing Battlefield 4 a lot on Xbox. Good game!