Love and Work

          Well things are officially done with the girl, it was a mutual ending tonight. Really before things even begin, but I think we will remain very close friends. It occurs to me no one knows who the girl is, just her and I, but this is ok.
            I'm alright if anyone was wondering what my state of mind was. I'm just a little bummed out it didn't work out. Of course it would have really been nice if it did, just glad I can escape the hell which is the gray zone area for a while. The search shall go on....
             In other news, this has been a good week for the most part. I got a pretty good  confidence boost to keep after my dreams. I think I'm pretty close in my business, but I probably still need a job. I'm close though and it's nice to know I'm just not chasing a windmill.